So, after a month of trying to work on this website – I have come to the conclusion that my life is way too busy, and I need to change something for my goals to be met. I don’t know what that change is, but currently, things have NOT been moving along. I’ve been married for over 10 years, am pregnant with my fourth child, and still haven’t had a chance to work on my wedding album, let alone any of the children’s albums. Besides that, I’m running a full time business, and trying to hold it all together. Although I am honestly trying my best to plan ahead and do things in an organized fashion, there are so many aspects of my life which can be improved and done better. There is less waste and less things that I need. I need to go back to the basics.
First off, I feel incredibly thankful lately. I know that I have a lot of things I want to do that still are in the works, but how fortunate to have healthy children, stable marriage, a great social support system, and best of all Jesus and the Holy Spirit to give me peace and calm on a daily basis. I know I could be better at reading the bible and being more “religious” but this is real life and sometimes just squeezing in a bible verse at the beginning of the day is all I can manage. God, thank you for all you have blessed me with. Help me never to stay grounded in the basic things that make life wonderful.
Secondly, I need to change my routine and spend less time wasting it on social media and checking Facebook, looing up YouTube videos on random useless stuff.
I’ll end here today. I’ll try to post a little everyday, and let you all in on the process. The journey is hard, and can be difficult, but I am trying.